My fall, Your fault

Why's the world so cold?
How did it turn this way?
Why must I grow old,
Knowing the world is gray?

Why do people like me
Get tossed away like shit,
When all we want to be
Is loved for a little bit?

How come my blood boils,
Whenever I'm writing,
As I feel caught in the toils
Of despair of fighting?

I'm becoming void,
No longer caring as you knew.
My smile was destroyed
And it's all because of you!

So take a look at me
And bid me farewell,
For you're about to see
Heaven become hell.